today and yesterday have been weird. i don’t feel good at all. i feel like i’m drifting away from people & that i’m a horrible person. i don’t really know whats going on & my head is foggy. oh well, school is over soon, i guess there’s time to think in the summer.

i’m on the phone with derek. its his birthday. i didn’t realize today was the 11th. he thought i forgot, but i didn’t. hmm long time no talk. i don’t talk to many people i used to be friends with anymore, its sad. i miss november & december.
“happy birthday to you. happy bithday to you.”

i don’t plan on studying for finals at all. its not gonna help me, and its a waste of time. even if i fail of them, it isn’t gonna drop me a letter grade.

don’t feel like typing anymore. whateverrrrrr